My thing

Today fell happy finally i can hear it .My heart fell better now , actually nothing de just last time think 2 much but now i already dint think already i need 2 put down all the thing that i put in heart so long it is very unwell . This time me just look like a rough guy ,always said thing very loud& easy 2 angry, than said thing no through the brain only said it out just like a small child . I need 2 change myself if not i will be more rough and no friend . I hate about myself very much always just know how 2 said people bad thing just don't know how 2 think about myself how i am.I hope my brain will grow up & i can be much behaviour than now . That is my dream i can be like that . Last time when i am small i always envy that people have many friend why i dint have that is last time i very cant put down de thing . I fell until now i got change but still be a while friend after a while just became (no\bad) friend this is my own problem . I need 2 change my what i also dunnoe just hope some one can teach me or said my bad for me hear than i will change it.